Friday, December 24, 2010

Miraculous moment





The couple had travelled for days.
Mary had the worst of it being heavily pregnant and riding on a donkey, constantly counterbalancing the unexpected bumps and dips.  This is not what any woman would choose to do at this stage of pregnancy and it's difficult to imagine the toll it took on her young body.  Perhaps it was because she was so "invincibly young" that she didn't flat out refuse to go when Joseph informed her of the required census. Or maybe it was another thing she just "knew" in her heart, that it was God's plan to go.  More likely, a combination of both.

Just as they caught sight of Bethlehem, her water broke and the contractions seized her so forcefully that she laced her fingers through the donkey's mane to maintain her seat.  Mary's groans goaded Joseph's into a near trot as he frantically scanned for a place of refuge. The baby was coming quickly and the stall would just have to do, it wasn't time to be picky; he could see that in Mary's eyes.

The baby was delivered into his trembling hands and he quickly severed the tie, wrapping his son in a cloth and laying him onto Mary's waiting bosom.  Her sweaty smile erased the arduous journey as she beamed with tears of joy.  Joseph, too, exhaled, breathing out the name of his son:  Jesus.

The name above all names was spoken on earth and all heaven responded with "Glory to God in the highest".  The heavenly Father breathed deeply and shared the miraculous moment:  Christ was born.

Monday, December 06, 2010

How to strengthen yourself in the Lord

Strengthen Yourself in the Lord
By John Dawson (YWAM President)


“A few weeks ago I felt that I was going through a very hard time. My wife had been diagnosed with cancer and it proved to be an aggressive form that will need extensive treatment. I had my own health problems and there were various difficulties in my wider family. One day one of my sons said, “Everything seems to be going wrong. It’s as if God is doing nothing, or even worse, that God is working against us.” 

What could I say? He expressed how I felt. 

But just a few days earlier I had been reading David’s life story and a passage from 1 Samuel 30 stood out. Verse 6 says, “But David encouraged himself in the Lord his God.”
I stopped and compared my circumstances with David’s. 
Several years earlier, God had promised him that he would be king one day. After a brief period of success, everything began to go wrong. The reigning king first became suspicious of him and then began to actively seek his death. He fled to the desert and disgruntled men joined him. It would have been hard enough for one man to stay alive in such a desolate place, but he became responsible for hundreds.
Finally, the king of Israel’s enemies gave him a small city to live in on the edge of the desert. While he and his men were off trying to serve in the Philistine army, their town was attacked, sacked and burned. The Philistines rejected him and his men and when they returned from an exhausting trip, the city was smoldering and all their families were missing. In the face of this disaster, his men blamed David and decided to kill him.

And I thought I was going through a bad time! 

“But David encouraged himself in the Lord.” How did he do that?? Whatever he did, it really worked because he returned to his men with an infectious confidence and then led them into battle to recover their loved ones. They won them all back along with vast amounts of plunder. 

We all have to choose whether we live with confidence in God’s word or allow our circumstances to determine our attitudes.”   -Lynn Green, YWAM's int'l chairman

Take some time to read the story of David in 1 Samuel 30 and imagine the depths of discouragement that David faced. If he could find strength from the Lord in those circumstances, then we can as well—regardless of what we face.  
 Here is how we can go about it:

Never underestimate the benefits of battle. When God decided to create a people for Himself, he planned a path that would engage them in conflict for generations. In Psalm 105, the scriptures make it clear that God himself led them into conflict to strengthen them. James goes even further when he says that we should consider it pure joy when we encounter various trials and tests (James 1:2). Let us not give in to the temptation to resent God when things don’t work out the way we expected. Tests, trials and battles are tools in God’s hand to shape us to be more like Jesus.

Praise. We know that God is good all the time, but when things are going badly, we should take the time to praise Him. When we praise Him during dark times, we are reinforcing the truth that we are serving Him for who He is rather than for the blessings that come from His hand.
Praise is a powerful tool, not only serving to continually set us free and to bless God, but as an act of spiritual warfare. Make no mistake: praise can break strongholds instantaneously or over a period of time. We are sometimes immediately made aware of the results of our praise; at all times, the act of praise itself should settle our hearts and build a quiet confidence in the Lord. Praise helps make us overcomers. 1 John 4:4 states “you, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world.”

Repent of unbelief, fear and comparison. All of us struggle with intimidation at times; it is our responsibility to deal with it seriously, especially if it is a pattern in our lives. The only way to combat the lie that we are insignificant is to do battle with our minds and lay hold of God’s truth. We must do battle where we feel the most incapable. All of this begins with repentance in the areas where we have shut down and not allowed God to use us; the step of faith is then to move in the opposite spirit and be willing to be used in the areas where we feel the weakest. “With God we will gain the victory, and he will trample down our enemies” (Psalm 60:12). We must walk in this truth. As we regain ground that was lost, we must not relent. We cannot afford to give this ground back to the enemy. We must not see ourselves as victims, but rather must come against the underlying pride that fuels our unbelief and fear.

Remember the Word of the Lord. Each of us can remember many promises that God has given us over the years. Among these promises, most of us are certain to find that at least some of them have gone partially unfulfilled. Remembering God’s promises and recounting them back to the Lord is a powerful practice and is itself an act of faith. It is a declaration that we fully expect that what God said will ultimately come to pass. Hebrews 11:13 reminds us that some promises go unfulfilled this side of heaven, while Isaiah 11:3b reminds us that we are not to judge by what we see with our eyes or decide by what we hear with our ears. We have all been given “precious and exceedingly great promises” (2 Peter 1:4) which are all “Yes in Christ” (2 Cor. 1:20). It is not presumption to speak out those promises to others, which can build faith in the hearer as well, unless God has specifically directed you otherwise. Finally, it is prudent to continually remind each other of God’s corporate promises and work toward their fulfillment.

Give thanks for all His faithfulness. The Bible says that each day has enough trouble of its own (Matthew 6:34b). Instead of fruitlessly worrying about tomorrow, we are to seek first His Kingdom and His righteousness (Matthew 6:33). One of the keys of finding His Kingdom is cultivating an attitude of gratefulness. And we have so much to be grateful for! First off, we’re children of God, plucked from darkness into His marvelous light. And then, each of us has been given the incredible privilege of representing the Lord of the universe in our many spheres of influence. Each of us can recount story after story of how God asked us to do something impossible, then gave us the means and abilities to do so. Thankfulness is one of the most powerful tools in our arsenal, and it’s something we can practice 24 hours a day.

Obey him even in the darkest times. The story of Elijah in the cave is the ultimate faith-builder (1 Kings 19). The prophet had no hope left as he stood at the mouth of the cave in utter despair. He had no earthly reason to leave that cave and continue to walk out the call upon his life, except for the fact that God showed up at just the right time and gave him further instructions. With renewed faith that God was leading and guiding, “Elijah went from there…..” (1 Kings 19:19). May we be a people that learn to strengthen ourselves in the Lord so that we will be able to respond as Elijah did in his darkest hour!

Sunday, November 07, 2010

New psalms


Last Friday I taught about praise and worship to a class of 21 young men and women in our YWAM DTS (Discipleship Training School).   Many of them came from strict traditional churches and some are probably still in shock about the expressive ways we worship the Lord at Heidebeek. 
The DTS leader asked me specifically to teach about the biblical foundations for worship, using the original Hebrew words.
The words: yadah, towdah, tehillah, halal, zamar, ruwa, barak are some of the words we translate into English and Dutch as "praise" or "thanksgiving".  As we looked deeper into their individual meanings the students discovered a world of creativity, color, movement, expression and celebration - all right there in their own bibles!

Towards the end of the morning I took some time to explain how candid and real King David was in expressing his heart to God, never realizing that we would be reading his psalms centuries later.  "God's not afraid of our honesty", I said as I encouraged them to open their hearts to God fully. 
We examined how most of the psalms, especially those illustrating struggle or sadness, had a turning point when the psalmist made the choice to turn his heart to God with gratefulness, praise and determination.
Then they set about penning their own psalms and I saw God move in their hearts, teaching them first-hand how to express their hearts to Him.

Every now and then I am blessed to get some feedback from students.  So, when I opened my email this morning I read these words from Hans:

Thanks so much for Friday's lesson.  As someone growing up in a reformed church home I appreciated the way you gave us such a strong biblical explanation for worship.  I was also inspired to pen my first psalm...
Psalm 151  
Lord, I'm not feeling all that great right now.  
I'm uncomfortable, insecure, and often rude towards others.  
I've got a lot of questions about money, who I'm going to marry, 
and about how important my profession or hobbies should be in my life.   
One moment I'm intensely happy and content but the next  
I feel aimless, tired, depressed and burdened with all my feelings.  
Mostly I feel ashamed and anxious and even sinful 
because it looks like I'm stuck with all this and there's no way out.  

But You, Lord, are my Deliverer, my Savior and my Creator.  
I can see the everlasting greatness of Your creation.  
You have designed every tree, each leaf, and every sprout of grass. 
You created every mammal, bird and person as unique, one by one.  
Thank You for making all this.  Thank You that You created me.  
I want to cling to Your Father-heart always in total surrender.   
You can deliver me from any situation, no matter how I feel.  
Thank You that I can cast all my cares on You. 
And this is why I long even more for Your closeness, warmth and love.  
Thank You for being there for me.  
Hallelujah!

Yes, hallelujah!
___________________________
Hallelujah:  (halal + Jah) means to celebrate Yahweh with much emotion, movement, color and sound much like King David did when the Ark of the Covenant, God's presence, was returned to Jerusalem in 1 Samuel 6.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Honey

Honey

A seed was planted before I came
And grew in your heart, becoming my name
With joy you searched for just the right one
Oh lucky me that I was chosen

I licked you and nipped you, but you just laughed
You chased me around but I was too fast
I jumped into your arms, I slept in your lap
Our breaths were in sync as we snuggled and napped

The threads of our lives are woven each day
As we take our walks and I challenge you to play
Our love is unconditional and will never end
I know you’re my master, but I’m your best friend
 
Written for the Petlitzer Prize contest September 2010 by Belinda van de Loo

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Mother+brain tumor+8 children

This is the pastor of my home church in Minneapolis, Craig, and his radiant wife, Michele.  I took this photo a couple years ago at a special banquet and am glad it captured just a bit of their contagious passion for life.  
Craig and Michele also have 8 children:  Ian, Eva, Nicole, Tesana, Erik, Jennae, Sophia and Tasha who are just about the best kids you'll ever meet - full of life and radiance, just like their parents.  
Craig and Michele really have a gift as parents and, where you and I might think of anything more than 2 or 3 children as chaos, they have knit their little flock together into a family of God-fearing, happy and healthy little souls who all seem to take care of one another.  My goodness, Michele even home-schooled them all until just recently and loved it... but...
she had to stop because of the headaches and other strange things going on inside of her that didn't seem to have any explanation at all.
And last week Michele ended up in the hospital with swelling in her brain that had to be drained.  The tests show that she has a glioblastoma brain tumor.  Maybe I shouldn't have looked that up on wikipedia... maybe I would have more faith for her healing if I hadn't seen some of those discouraging "facts" and percentages.
I'm joining my Sojourn Campus Church family in a fasting and prayer chain for Michele's healing and restoration. We will not give up on this precious, godly woman, wife and mother.
Please join us in prayer for Michele.

Wednesday, September 08, 2010

See this and pray with me

Hello friends,
The 30 days of prayer for the muslim world is ending but our prayers and love 
should not end.  Take a few minutes to watch this video clip (see link below)
and join me in prayer


Tears of the Saints video clip 

Monday, August 30, 2010

What a gift!

 
What a gift!
A long weekend away with my dear friend, Talitha, to visit our dear friend, Hilde in Norway!  It sounds like I'm rich or something, such a luxurious-sounding trip. 
The price of the ticket:  $50
The friendships: priceless!
It's amazing how long a few days can feel like when you're in such a totally different environment.  It's been very refreshing to be with some of my favourite people in the world in one of my favourite places in the world.  I'm so thankful for these gifts and my God who opened the door to make it all possible.
What a gift!

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

the Boy

a photo I took of Honey today
 
 

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Voice for the Voiceless

Aisha,a young woman punished by men who cut off her nose and ears.   

I'm praying through the Voice for the Voiceless 30 day prayer booklet.
I'm sad, I'm angry, I'm praying, I'm more informed, I'm praying....

Foreward
A few years ago, I was asked the question, "What will be the greatest global challenge as we enter the 21st Century?" You may think of war, terrorism, famine, AIDS and a number of other colossal needs, which all surely qualify. But among the most serious issues is gender injustice – the abuse and suppression of women. Why? Because it is the biggest, most far reaching, and most hidden.
The Church needs to take a stand, the Church needs to raise its voice, the Church needs to pray and act, because God's heart breaks over gender injustice."
- Loren Cunningham


Message
In our fast-paced, digital world, myriads of voices clamor for our attention. Advertising slogans seduce us into buying the latest gimmick. Politicians paint pictures of prosperity for our vote. Hollywood hypnotizes us with escapism.
The infrastructure of our information age is communication technology and our rulers those who make their voice successfully heard. However, despite our increasing sophistication, we grow ever more deaf to those who cannot make a profit from their voice. Even if we listen, often all we hear is a whimper. A cry or moan, Do we really hear them?
Who are these voiceless?
They are women. Around the Horn of Africa, 130 million women suffer the devastating effects of female circumcision. The practice is performed on pre-teen girls. Circumcision mutilates these girls for life and robs them of the joy of womanhood. Their wedding night becomes torture to be endured. Child bearing can be fatal.
They are children. Every year according to UNICEF, more than 1 million children enter the oldest trade in the world, prostitution. From the age of three, people rape and abuse them to break their wills. They are forced to prostitute their innocence to pay off debt to their owners and other commodities like rent, food and clothing. They are refugees. War and genocide displace millions of people. Take the Saharawi for example. 27 Years ago they were ejected from their homeland for the minerals and fisheries. For 27 years they have lived outcast and alone. For 27 years they have cried for justice, yet the vast expanse of the hostile Sahara mutes their cry.
Look into their eyes. Hear them speak. Although the media does not hear them, God listens to their voice. His heart cries out for the brokenhearted. Will we stand with Him? Will we act with Him? Will we speak for those who have no voice? If we respond yes, then one day these people will gain their voice
Voice for the Voiceless 30day prayer booklet by Paul&Susi Childers, YWAM

The global abuse and suppression of women must stop. We must pray and act!

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http://www.avoiceforthevoiceless.co.za/
http://www.time.com/time/video/player/0,32068,294175100001_2007267,00.html

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Worship, Worldview and Cultural Formation


James K.A. Smith - Desiring the Kingdom: Worship, Worldview, and Cultural Formation from Calvin College on Vimeo.

The Provost (leader) of the international college I serve at (www.edu.com ) recommended this video to me.  It took me a couple weeks before I actually sat down and soaked it in but it was well worth it.  The language used is not easy English but Prof. James K.A. Smith of Calvin College (Dutch Reformed College in Michigan, USA) chooses his words carefully to create the greatest impact.
It's an hour long but deeply challenging and, if I may say so, "reforming" in nature.
This is also why I am sharing it with you.
Blessings,
Belinda

Monday, July 26, 2010

Do you see?


Do you see, do you see all the people sinking down?
Don't you care, don't you care, are you gonna let them drown?
How can you be so numb not to care if they come?
You close your eyes and pretend the job's done

"Oh bless me Lord, bless me Lord", you know it's all I ever hear
No one aches, no one hurts, no one even sheds one tear
But He cries, He weeps, He bleeds, and He cares for your needs
And you just lay back and keep soaking it in
Oh, can't you see it's such a sin?

Cause He brings people to your door, and you turn them away
As you smile and say, "God bless you, be at peace"
And all heaven just weeps 'cause Jesus came to your door
You've left him out on the streets
Open up, open up and give yourself away
You see the need, you hear the cries, so how can you delay
God's calling and you're the one; but like Jonah you run
He's told you to speak but you keep holding it in,
Oh can't you see it's such sin?
The world is sleeping in the dark that the church just can't fight
Cause it's asleep in the light
How can you be so dead when you've been so well fed?
Jesus rose from the grave
And you, you can't even get out of bed

Come away, come away, come away with Me my love,
Come away, from this mess, come away with Me, my love.

The words of this song still pierce my heart just like they did in 1981 when I was driving home from my teaching job and it came on the radio.  I was waiting at a stoplight in downtown Minneapolis as dozens of people were crossing in front of me on their way home from work.  I heard the words, saw the people and began to weep, which turned to deep sobs as I began to feel God's heart for the lost.  The light turned green so I drove on and pulled over as the song continued.  I committed my life to missions service that day and became a missionary in 1982, during the same summer that Keith died in a plane crash.   

Wednesday, July 07, 2010

Encouragement from the Mission Field



Swedish Pioneers Incite A Movement
Mongolia
In 1993, a young YWAM couple from Sweden, Magnus and Maria, moved to Erdenet, Mongolia. There was not a single known believer in that city, and the country as a whole was lost in darkness. The couple found early positive response among teenage girls and soon had a group to disciple in basic Christian principles. The YWAM church planting team grew, and so did the nascent church of Erdenet, with 120 baptized believers after one year. By 1996 - in just three short years - the spiritual breakthrough was so powerful and widespread that the expatriate YWAM team turned the church over to Mongolian leaders and left the country. But the miracle was not yet complete.

The church in Erdenet delved farther into God's word and discovered new truths and new responsibilities, reaching out in practical ways to the poor of their community and continuing to grow at an unprecedented pace. Missionaries were trained and sent out from Erdenet, eventually establishing new churches in every people group of Mongolia.

Today, of YWAM's 330 church-planting teams worldwide, 10% are made up of long-term, full-time Mongolian workers.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

One Small Worshipper in India

Mimi, from Mizoram, northeast India, was a leader who, at the point of burn-out believed God wanted her to do a School of Worship. She was accepted to the very first SOW at the “Beach Center” YWAM base in Chennai.
Though Mimi was a small and somewhat shy woman, she had a big and grateful heart for God; you see, Mimi had been paralyzed from the waist down but God touched her and healed her completely!
After completing her SOW, she returned to the northeast and God began to use her to reach the youth in her city through crusades she organized. The crusades had a strong focus on worship and prayer and increasing numbers of young people were touched by the power of the Holy Spirit.
The following year Beach Center sent a SOW outreach team to work with her. This team ministered throughout Mizoram, seeing churches transformed through the simple but bold ministry of worship. During the SOW outreach the team saw many, many people come to the Lord and be delivered from demonic spirits.
As Mimi’s ministry continued to grow she established centers for ongoing ministry and began to gather Christians from her entire state, organizing 24x7 prayer and fasting times. They began to pray for their state which, even though it is known as a “Christian State”, has the highest incidence of drug abuse and AIDS.
God has opened doors for this small worshipping woman to minister to people in positions of high authority in the government, including the Chief Minister. In fact, the Chief Minister was present at the official opening of her Prayer Center in the heart of the state capital.
This amazing small woman now has a TV program now that reaches millions throughout her state, Burma and other Far East countries. The TV programs are full of testimonies, worship and clear, biblical preaching. Numerous viewers have given their hearts to God and been healed of many ailments. Our YWAM teams have joined her on this program, calling India to worship God!
Praise God for a small, faithful servant like Mimi and join us in prayer for her ministry to stay strong and effective. She is a worshipper in spirit and in truth!

Sunday, May 30, 2010

School of Worship harvest in Nepal



School of Worship outreach report from Nepal

There is inspiring and amazing good news from the School of Worship from Chennai, India who are on outreach in Nepal right now.  Many of the SOW students are in their late teens and early twenties.  Read what the SOW leader wrote just a few days ago; it's mind-blowing what God has done.

"The Lord has poured out His heart and His love-pain for souls - we cried out for Nepal for 4 hours non-stop last night, couldn’t stop the meeting, went on till 12 midnight. This is no hype; truly the power of God. I can’t express it with my limited words - the atmosphere was like Isaiah 6 with young and old crying for the lost was very powerful. We had more than 40 Nepalis committing their lives for missions at midnight, crying out to the Lord saying, Here I am Lord, send me!
Truly, the harvest is plenty, the workers are few. Pray that the Lord will send out more harvesters into Nepal.  I talked to our SOW team this morning and said that if this continues, in 5 or10 years time the Nepalis will be everywhere! They may overtake India in terms of missions.  Nepal is the highest place in all the world.The spirit of God  fell on us like the rain and is going to fall on this nation and spread down to all the earth  The students are overwhelmed.
The base leaders are so excited... a lot of other missionaries were also there - from U.S., Australia, Philippines, Ireland, and Canada.  These missionaries have been serving here for the past 20 years as doctors, engineers, etc. Some native missionaries were also there. It was like God bringing all the churches and missionaries togather for His purpose and everyone was amazed."

Another team working in Chennai, India has also seen a major move of God . Here is their report:

"Three hundred people came to the Lord in a conference they prepared for.  Twenty of those people were on the verge of committing suicide and gave their lives to the Lord instead.  Many people who were demon-possessed were delivered during the worship times under the power of the Holy Spirit. Fifty of these people are now being discipled in the church.  
Last year this church had the same conference and they saw only one person come to the Lord.  This is the first time our team has worked in this area and with this particular church."

Please continue to pray for our teams.  We have seen such a major breakthrough on outreach this time that we felt it would encourage each of you.

- YWAM Beach Center, Chennai, India

Friday, April 30, 2010

Honey's new car

A big thanks to everyone who participated in Honey's Car Fund!  In the photo above you can see the fruit of this project and Honey, enjoying his new car.
It's a 2000 Toyota Rav4, also known as a "funcruiser" and we are loving it!  The car sits up nice and high, which is a relief for my knees and back, and still it's compact enough for the small Dutch streets. Don't worry, even tho it's "Honey's Car", he is not allowed to drive (he's too young, only 7 years old).
Gratefully,
Belinda
p.s. see Honey's big smile in the photo below... he's a happy boy!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Honey's car update


Honey's Car Fund update!
A big THANK YOU for those who have started to fill the pot with financial
gifts both small and large!  This has been a BIG encouragement to us.
A friend of mine who used to be a car dealer has been scanning ads for
me and giving suggestions (thanks, Andrew!) and another friend, Dick,
has agreed to come with me to look at and buy a car when the time comes.
We also checked to see how much my current 17 year-old Toyota would
bring as a trade-in. The estimate right now is maybe $500-1000 - every bit
helps!  And, looking at the current market we estimate that to find
something suitable (and newer than 10 years old) for under $10,000.  When
I checked my savings account today I have $6000 so I'm hoping to raise at
least another $2000 -3000.  I'm SO thankful to see that much already in the
savings pot! 
Maybe when we sent the first mail about "Honey's Car" you thought about
donating towards it... well, there's still time!  By faith I'm aiming at buying a
different car during the first week of May - will you pray with me that this will
become reality.
If you would like to donate something towards "Honey's Car" you can use the
PayPal link below - it's fast and easy and you don't need a paypal account to
give.  You can also print out a receipt that you can use for your records or tax
purposes.  Don't worry if you can only give a little cuz every little bit helps and
will keep this missionary on the road.
Thanks for helping out!
Blessings,
Belinda and "Honey" in Holland
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Honey's Car fund
          
     

(or click HERE)

Saturday, April 03, 2010

First missionary journey to India


A week in India and I felt like I was among family members after just a few days - thanks to the Apostle Thomas who evangelized this region in response to the Great Commission so many years ago.  

So, here I was on my first missionary journey to India, welcomed by brown faces with warm hearts.  They came from many different parts of India, Nepal and Bhutan to learn about worship and leading others in worship.  I taught my heart out on topics like mentoring, worship and missions and how to grow in character and leadership skills as a worship leader.

A highlight for me was getting to know Richie (on the motorcycle) and Cheryl (Indian woman with the shawl) Kleinman who have been in YWAM almost as long as I have, faithfully serving here as leaders in Chennai and the region and started the School of Worship.  We had meals together, long chats about future strategy of planting a new School of Worship in Nepal, and just had some time to relax and get to know one another. 
It was extra fun to be here with a good friend, Hilde (Norway) who actually went to India to teach when I couldn't.  She's been here four times now and they love her almost as much as she loves them.

India impressions: smiles, hospitality, grace, patience, disciples, hot, busy, friendly, hungry for God...

Lord willing, I'll be back for more of this next year!

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Home

It can get rather confusing living on two continents.

Several years ago I wrote a song when I first became aware of how my heart felt in such far removed places.  It still says it for me...

Faraway in a land
Where the North wind blows and blue waters flow
Is the place I call home
All your lovingcare taught me how to share

And a part of my heart is right next to yours
Through the valleys and seas
God keeps us faithfully

Faraway is a place
Where the land lies low and the tulips grow
Welcoming open arms,
Being friends with me, like a family

And a part of my heart is right next to yours
Through the valleys and seas
God keeps us faithfully
 You're never faraway

Faraway in a land
Where a jungle grows and it never snows
I will come, I will go
See your smiling face, feel your your warm embrace

But a part of my heart stays right next to yours
Through the valleys and seas
God keeps us faithfully

You're never faraway....


copyright 1992  Belinda van de Loo
Universal Songs, Holland


Saturday, February 20, 2010

Visit to the Past




Just after I graduated from university (which took me 5 years, after changing my major from veterinary medicine to education) I had this deep longing to study the Bible. This led me to attend the Eden School of Discipleship from 1979-1980.... a full year of intensive bible study, mentoring and application of Christian principles and values into my life. It was a rich year of friendships as well.
So it was that when I was making a plan to meet up with one of those friends, Mildrid, we decided to meet up at Eden, now YWAM Northwoods... a place we'd never been together since we left.
We've walked down memory lane here, exploring the grounds and laughing at different memories of 30 years ago.
Revisiting the past conjurs up gratefulness for God's faithfulness and inspires me to continue to trust Him for the future.


Monday, January 25, 2010

R&R

Just a few days away for refreshing and restoration... communion with God, silence, meditation, reflection, centering...
Thankful

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

The most prayed-for dog in the world?!


Somebody is definitely feeling better and that is Honey! It's hard to keep a tough little terrier down, especially when half the world is praying for him.
Honey had an obstructed bowel with a bone fragment (from a bone he shouldn't have been able to break), then became dehydrated so he wouldn't eat or drink. A day in the animal hospital last Saturday on an IV drip started his road to recovery.
Today we went for a nice walk and afterwards he played with my mom's dog, Bridget. Now, both of them are snoozling.
Thank you for your prayers and for caring for a wee lil westie like HoneyBoy!

Saturday, January 09, 2010

Poor Honey

So sorry to share that Honey is quite ill again....
It seems he tackled a recreational bone (think big beef femur) with typical terrier gusto and broke off a peach-pit sized piece which became lodged in his intestinal tract.
Wednesday morning he started vomiting and then had diarrhea
He passed the bone bit naturally on Thursday morning (at the vets office) but had been vomiting and diarrhea so much that he became quite dehydrated. They gave him subcutaneous fluids and we all expected him to perk right up but he was still in some pain.
Went in at the end of the day Thursday for an xray and saw a bone shard (looked like a round toothpick, halved) up around his pylorus (where the stomach empties into the intestine). It still hasn't come through and Honey continues to fast himself.
Tomorrow morning I'll take him in for another xray to see what's happening. If it hasn't passed by then it may mean surgery to remove it.
In the meantime, he is drinking but not eating - except for licking yogurt off my finger. I've also decided to help his rehydration by administering pedialyte via a medicine dropper in his mouth. In addition, the vet gave me some pain medication.
It's heart-breaking for me to see him refuse food. Even at his worst during the hepatitis episode last summer, he never once refused food. This leads me to believe that his body instincts are telling him that it would be bad to eat right now.
He weighed in at a measly 12lbs yesterday at the vets... and he'd finally gotten back to an acceptable 15lbs just a week ago. Much of that must have been fluids, but he still looks so skinny.
His vitals are stable and, other than sleeping alot and not eating, he seems alert enough.
Please pray with us to see this pass!
Poor lil guy has had more than his fair share of troubles and I feel rather miserable, if I'm honest.
Thanks for your support and prayers.
Blessings,
Belinda and Honey in Minnesota